I’m a survivor. In my early twenties I was running with gangs, doing drugs, running a trap house, and living with one of the most dangerous men in the city. We were constantly fighting. He was constantly hitting. • I’m resilient. I got unexpectedly pregnant by this man and I thought my life was over. He demanded an abortion. I said no. I decided to have Kaiden, even though I didn’t know what I was going to do. I decided that demanding he marry me was a good starting point, and he did (an actually terrible decision that lasted just three months). • I’m able. After the worst he’d hit me, sending me down a flight of stairs with my baby still in my arms, I got a divorce. I moved out, though I was terrified he’d find me (which he did and was sentenced to 10 years in prison shortly after). I could breathe again after his sentencing and I got to work. I worked two jobs. I lived in cruddy, dangerous apartments. I was constantly exhausted and in survivor mode- but Kaiden and I were making it. I went to school and just stayed in school, gathering as many degrees and certifications as I could so that I’d never be in a position like I was, again. • I’m deserving. Right when I was just at the point of being happy, independent, and thriving (though I was still working through demons at this point)- Jason walked into my life. He showed me what a real man was, and what he was capable of. He supported, and accepted, not just me-but my daughter as well. He was calm, patient, trusting. I couldn’t believe this guy. Who would want me?! • I am loved. Through the love Jason showed me. The stability he gave. The calm, safe space he provided- I had a renewed faith in men. And therefore had a renewed faith in God as well. Years later, Jason and I both gave our lives back to Jesus and were redeemed. • I am grateful. Every day is made new and I rejoice! I take each day as it comes and cultivate my own sense of wonder and happiness around it. When you’ve been through a lot of darkness, the light is bright and easy to see. And it is welcomed! • I am growing. These hardships that I faced…make me who I am today. And I will continue to grow. Being grateful for each day He has blessed me with.